Outside is pouring down the rain
Inside is really cold
And sitting on the floor alone
I slip and start to fall
Outside, my room is full of stuff
Inside, a huge abyss
A place so hollow and so dark
Confused got lost in it
I was a cheerful little one
I knew what happy means
But now it’s only gloom and grim
That’s howling inside me
How did I come to be like this?
What happened to my life?
I can’t remember what it was
How has it all begun?
One day I was a happy one
The next day just depressed
Can’t still quite figure it all now
The reason for all this
I listen to the rain and think
I hear the cries within
The room is cold in silent still
But not quite quiet still
So many voices in my head
I wish they wouldn’t speak
Outside is peaceful, but inside
Is hell on earth for me
I wish I wasn’t now alone
I wish someone was here
Now it’s my brain that only talks
He’s not too kind to me
I listen to the rain and cry
I think about my life
When was that time I lost myself?
The one I can’t now find?
05.02.2019
